I'm starting 2013 with a lot to think about though. Last year I felt like I bit off a little more than I could chew - moving, transitioning into a new job, buying a new car, two surgeries and beginning to plan the wedding. My New Years resolution had been to be more mindful - to slow down, be present and soak up each moment. Somehow the year ended up feeling like it whizzed by before I could blink; instead of slowing down I felt like I was holding on for the wild ride and trying not to lose my lunch after every pot hole.
This year I think I'm going to take a little different route to the same destination. We all have goals that would help us reach our ideal being and I feel so far from any of these. I want to take more time to exercise and to be productive in my career while still leaving some time for a balanced personal life. Staying on schedule for all of these activities requires a certain kind of discipline I find very difficult, so I'm taking that challenge to task. I find that I am a very generous person with my time and energy and I have always been proud of this characteristic. I believe we find the most joy in the time we spend with friends and loved ones, but in this year where my time will be such a precious commodity I think I'm going to have to learn to say "no" a little more often and put myself first. I want to make myself better so that I can be better for others I want to help. That means less baking, more time at the gym and less traveling when possible.
The road I hope to run on some day |
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